Thank God that my parents are coming back tonight.
No more instant noodles.
Think I would die sooner (and very much sooner)if days carries on like this.
My taste buds are so numb.
Phbbt!

Tearing the days off the calender,I realised it's 29th May today.
Someone turned 24 and I hope that this is the last time I remember the 29th May.
My wishes never changed.

Oh man..so damn full now.

Woke up at 12.30pm and I immediately changed to my chamber maid attire.
Hand washed the clothes.
Hung them to dry.
Kept the clothes in.
Folded them neat.
Washed the cups.
Swept and mopped the filthy floor.
Ironed the mountainous clothes.(It took me more than a hour,imagine the pile)
Changed my bed sheets.
On the washing machine.
Put the folded clothes back to their respective wardrodes.
*pang pang*

Oh yes,clear the bin.
Boiled the water.

These should be the main tasks I accomplished.

I can see why many women these days dislike being the housewife.
Imagine it is already so tiring finishing the chores I said above.What about the whole house?With kids?And it's a daily jobs?Unpaid?!

And in return,we gotten ourselves haggard and old?
Unmaintained and rugged?
Auntie and outta touch(of the outside world)?

In return of all these,faced the perils of your man straying?
Kids screaming?
In laws complaining?
The lizards in your house laughing at you?
(well...)

My...my...Undeserving.

If your beautiful picture of being a house wife at home is:

Neat and spanky house.
Dirt free.
Adoring and faithful husband.
More than stable income.
Good and beautiful kids.
One nice doggy that wont poo around your house.
In laws that bake you cookies always.
Have more than ample time to shop around.
Going to the salon just to wash your hair.

Wow...You live in the Stepford land!
Bring me there!

Blah!

I was dog tired after the end of the date.(that I couldnt keep my eyes open at home.)
Went to Madagascar*,well..the animals are funny.
You just go in there for a good laugh,not the story.
And I think it is not Alex* nor Marty* but the penguins that make the show.

And if YOU are feeling tired,lost,confused in life.
Well,cheer up^^.
You know things like that in life never end.
It just comes over and over again to bring you down.Like waves.
But each wave overcome makes you a stronger and confident person each time.
And when you look back,you find the things that bring you down then were so minor and insignificant.
Trust me,I knew it.
Coz I've been thru this shit umpteen times,and all of my friends have their fair share.
Thinking of it makes me tired too.
Gotta brace up!
What's ahead is dark but still we gotta explore.
It helps to have something to count on.
It could be a faith(in God?),a confidante,your bf/gf,a senior,your parents etc.
But at the end of the day,you will realised that it is still yourself that you gotta count on to overcome each obstacle.

So be strong.
You can laid low for a while,but dont be too negative(for too long) coz it doesnt help.

And you know,who I am talking to.;)